Have you ever gone for more than a week without sex? To where it’s all you can think about and every time you see your partner or another person who turns you on, you’re instantly wet and thinking about fucking or being fucked by them? It get’s to the point where you’re even horny in your sleep, and your dreams and fantasies get darker and darker until even you have to admit that you’re turned on by some pretty fucked up stuff?

That’s where I’ve been the last month or two. In the last 6 weeks, I’ve had a few quickies, but no sex like I crave it- long, hard, and rough. You know, with lots of teasing and foreplay [foreplay, for me, is sucking his cock while he licks my cunt, being held down, maybe tied up or whipped, having him grab and pinch my tits or slap my face while he tells me what a dirty whore I am - the kinds of stuff that gets me really hot and wet so I can cum for him]. We were only seeing each other for a little while each day, but I’d stay horny around him, and knowing we didn’t have the time to fuck made it even worse, so even my dreams started to center around sex.

They got darker and darker, starting with the normal stuff, just some nice hard fucking, maybe a light beating thrown in for fun. Then, more and more started to be about being raped or gangbanged, chained in an abandoned building, tortured and fucked until I passed out, only to be revived by the next man or men who wanted to abuse my body or use one of my holes.

Monday morning, I dreamed I was a teenage BDM leader [the female version of the Hitler Youth] being interrogated by the Gestapo for being promiscuous. I ended up being found guilty [beaten & abused until I confessed] and ended up imprisoned in some sort of brothel, servicing Nazi soldiers and SS men, as well as the officers who placed me there. I told my friend about it, and he’s like – “yeah, I knew you had a Nazi fetish, just don’t know about going there in real life.”

Turns out he had a similar dream this weekend – he was a Nazi home from the front and came home to fuck me and use me before he had to leave for war again. He bent me over the kitchen table, pulled my panties down, my skirt up, fucked me, and then he began slapping me and asking me who I was fucking while he was gone. He then made me suck his dick so I couldn’t answer while he accused me. He said he came when he thought about fucking my ass while he held his SS dagger to my throat and then kicking my pretty little face. Fucked up, yes, but it got both of us hot as hell, so I liked the fantasy.